Highs and Lows of the Week (8-29-05)

[Lovely]

strawberryinupie said:

-I was SO close to leaving the internet. Leaving everything. But i didn't.

I've actually done that before. I quit the internet AND the computer for about... a week or two.
It actually DID help. Sometimes you just have to step back and re-evaluate things I think.

(I also quit livejournal for a year. And I still don't have a "regular" LJ.)

[KuroiInu]

strawberryinupie said:

Highs


Lows
-I've cried too much this week. Over things i shouldn't be putting myself through.
-I was SO close to leaving the internet. Leaving everything. But i didn't.
-I was also so very close to cutting again. I was about to do it. I don't know what stopped me, but i didn't. I was so close though >.<; Just as my wrist starts looking normal, too >_>;


Yeah. My week sucked.

*Hugs Inu*
I... I sort of know how you feel... It'll be okay.
Please don't hurt yourself. I know from experience that it'll help for a moment, but all in all, it'll only make things worse later. I've found that when I'm depressed, it's my friends that I need to cling to most, not scratches and bruises on my arm. Please Inu, don't do anything drastic.
*Cling* I was also at a point where I couldn't go a single day without crying... and still have a lot of times like that... just please, please, stay off cutting... TT-TT

[kfttjdb]

I know I'm supposed to be posting highs and lows here, so please put your bricks down.

KuroiInu is so right about this. I know you've heard this before, Inu, but step back and take a deep breath. I promise it's not always as bad as it seems when you pause.

[StrawberryInuPie]

kuroiinu said:

*Hugs Inu*
I... I sort of know how you feel... It'll be okay.
Please don't hurt yourself. I know from experience that it'll help for a moment, but all in all, it'll only make things worse later. I've found that when I'm depressed, it's my friends that I need to cling to most, not scratches and bruises on my arm. Please Inu, don't do anything drastic.
*Cling* I was also at a point where I couldn't go a single day without crying... and still have a lot of times like that... just please, please, stay off cutting... TT-TT

Thanks..alot. I know though, but sometimes...i just get to upset...><; I know it doesn't help a single thing. I've been doing it off an on for about 2 years or so. I just get so angry..yeah =/ It is a long story why i was so upset this week, and it makes me angry because it's something i can easily end but..x.x; Like i said, its long. If anyone wants to know it or something, I don't mind, feel free to PM me.

Lovely: ^^; Yeah..i heard it does...I dont know..i'm too attatched with alot. And i cant bring myself to leave so many things over one person. XD; I personally love LJ. ^^; I would never leave that. It's a big stress relief for me.

Renna: Thanks. I know, i know it all well. But...you know, its something thats like..easier said then done. For me at least, in the moment, i can't help it. ^^;;;

In other news...^^; That Japanese Festival i mentioned was today. X3 And it was great. I hung out with friends and it really brought my spirits up~

[AF]

I start school this Wednesday...I don't know if that's good or bad, it's just an event...