Highs and Lows of the Week (10-03-05)

[Lovely]

Welcome to the bloggy High and Lows thread. Where you post your events of the week and hope beyond hope that at least ONE person will care *laughs* !

Highs

* I saw the movie Serenity this weekend. All by myself... heh heh....
But it was a GREAT movie.

* I visited my fav teachers class this week and had a GREAT time. Saw some friendly people I used to know. It was nice. I had an opertunity to loosen up and be more myself basically.

* Aaaaand, at the same class. One of the people there looked at my dearly departed hard drive. And said that we can fix the thing! woo!

* Inspired by the news that volume 2 will soon be released, I purchased the first DVD for the great anime Princess Tutu.


Lows:

* Disregarding my fun visit to my old teachers class. I kind of think I'm developing Social-Anxiety disorder. I hardly ever leave the house except to go to work. When I DO leave the house, I rarely make eye-contact with others and I feel just... NERVOUS when other people are around. I went off to the mall by myself on Saturday and... I was just uncomfortable the whole time. I came back home with a massive headache...
Ah, I'm not sure why I'm saying this. I normally keep these sorts of things to myself...

* The troll at the CCU message boards. It was somewhat fine when he kept himself confined to one forum. But now he's ventured out into the other boards. Gaaaa... so very frusterating and annoying.


Neutral

*Baten Kaitos (heh) .

[kfttjdb]

HIGHS:

- I managed not to touch my pack of razors, but for some reason I can't seem to throw them away.

- Spent the weekend with my family and they did karaoke to old Motown CDs. It was very amusing to watch.

- My 4 year old cousin told me I was beautiful. She gave me a flower she picked out of the yard as a present. It made me smile.


LOWS:

- For some reason, I can't seem to pull myself out of this ditch I'm in. I've tried everything I've done in the past and nothing's working. I'll be okay for a few hours and then I just collapse. It's frustrating.

- My friend is draining me lifeless. I love her and want to be there for her, but she is sucking the life out of me. Her husband's optimistic because her mood has changed. She's cheery and nice now. Pleasant and calm. I know what that means. She's ready to go. And she wants me to help her.

- I don't sleep anymore. It went from 5 hours a night to 2 hours, and then to minimal. The nightmares are getting worse so I've given up trying to fall asleep altogether.

And now I feel like crap because I've typed so much...

[KuroiInu]

Renna: While I don't know what you look like physically, I can agree that you are a beautiful person. And what do you mean, "pack of razors?" Please say that you don't mean...?


Lows:
Edit: Oh crap. What did I do...?! *deletes first four lows*
There we go ^-^[/edit]

-Bit myself for the first time in a few weeks Saturday. I really thought I was better.
-My wonderful younger brother threw out a comment that made me cry yesterday. And naturally, how did I feel later? Guilty for crying. I didn't even let anyone see, I just kind of went and sat outside, but I still felt guilty. Just for crying...
-Renna-chan isn't feeling well. On the plus side, at least I don't need to feel guilty anymore for being the only happy one.
-I think I'm developing a guilt disorder as well.

Life is great.

Highs:
-I don't have school tomorrow.
-Usagi-oneechan let me borrow the third Fullmetal manga, which I currently can't afford. I swear, that girl is what's keeping me alive... *huggles*

[heezaaaa]

HIGHS

... Ny-koi~ LOVE. X3
Drag!Ren pictures! :D
I'm translating Sono Saki no Justice~.

LOWS

My teamates in gym are arrogant jerks who make me think I'm the most useless person ever. :D
Dad's still not out of jail.
I miss Inu! D:

[Dan]

HIGHS
-i finally got a cellphone
-my friend is almost done with his ragnarok online server
-im on ep 11 of evangelion

LOWS
-im getting more and more bored by the day

Neutral
-im gonna be insane by the end of the month becuase of gus and his needle and clay ball in english class

[Lovely]

dan said:

Neutral
-im gonna be insane by the end of the month becuase of gus and his needle and clay ball in english class

You really need to elaborite on this .


Anyhoo, I forgot to add another neutral.

Neutral

* I was eating dinner and I said something to my mother. The same mother who had said for years that I couldn't have a dog. (I actually prefer cats over dogs, but my family has a stupid bird, so a cat is out of the question.)
ANYWAYS-
I said to my mother, partly in jest, "You better watch out, one of these days I'm gonna bring a dog home ."

She then replied, "Ok. As long as you take care of it and pay for everything it needs. Ooh! I saw a cute ad for a dog in the paper this weekend!"

I then, could only gape at her in shock.


Sooooo... If I want, I can try to get a dog.
I'm not sure about it though, It's quite the expense and the commitment. Of course, it would be a creature that would love me unconditionally....

Eh, I'm still gonna think about it .

[Dan]

well...long story...so grab some chips and dip and take a seat on the beeny chair of storys.

Well during english class a few days ago we had to write a poem,it had to have certain words in it,and needle was one of them. Gus made a funny ass poem using those words,and a few of the lines said "would you like the needle?". And now every day he asks me if i would like the needle over and over again.
And now for the clayball thing, today he got a extremly hard clayball and he is being weird cuz of it....and thats my story.

[s91/S-chan/DoomStick]

furuchan said:

My teamates in gym are arrogant jerks who make me think I'm the most useless person ever. :D

can I come to your school and kick them in the ass =D?

highs:
~I passed my last english test so good it almost burns =D
~A Christian radio station did a fake wresling match XD it was awesome!
~I was indirectly asked out ;P
~We had a science test and the teacher put Zay up front (why I don't know because he wasn't doing a thing) ahd the teacher had to leave for a bit and Zay GAVE the whole class the answears because the teacher left the answear key right up there XDD
... >D heh... who's the sucker now Mckie?
my mom got me a brown pair of pants... it's spiffy =D

other stuffs:
~School is doing a fundraisor... I'm gonna try to sell overrpiced crap :D

lows:
~I got sunburn o-o... it's driving me crazy D=
~I miss teh Inu-Inu D=
~I have stuff I need to do for math
~Porjects and crap are starting t stress me out... I'm worried I may have to drop the OOC rpg.


quotes:
Kesley ( I think I got that name right right): umm that word uhhh
me: you can do it go go go go go go go! *had been hitting hands on the table while saying that*
Kalya/Katie: *do the same*
Kesley: *laughs*

Sam: I need to get some of that um… uhhh ….
Me: >D sound the word out Sam! You can do it you. have ... the POWWA'! =D (I do that to Katie.. and well everyone all the time XDD)
Sam: HAND SANITIZER! O.O
Me: yay now you win the... ummm *hands peice or ripped paper* =D yay!
o-o.... meh my fingers were that color most of the time last year … and year before that… when my family was looking for a house… cause all I did in the backseat was draw and take numbers. It’s ok as long as you aren’t trying to keep a shirt clean… like me =D!
Sam: … oh >D (ok well the face he made wasn’t exactly like that but yeah XD) *acts like he’s going to rub his hands on my white shirt*
me: ahhh! *laughs*

*skips off to do more and more homework*

[Drave]

Highs:
- 92 on that Biology test I didn't study for :3.

- 85 on that Algebra 2 test I DID study for :333.

- Work tomorrow! Ah, the glorious restitution a working class sophomore yearns for (lost time filing rent payments, I mean).

- New subdomain to add sites to :3. Gonna work some CSS magics with this bitch, hoyes.

- Switch. The manga by NakedApe :3. Mmmm obscure titles.

- The bratja just received a spiffy DVD with a new trailer for Zelda: Twilight Princess. that vibrating Gamecube controller will get it's worth tonight >3.


Lows:
- Completely flunked that review exam in Algebra 2 :x. (not that this brings my mood to a low, but this isn't bragging rights, either X3.)

- Kinda pissed that this one girl was voted into vice president position of the Art Honors Society Club over me, while I'm pretty sure she wasn't even a MEMBER last year. Nor contributed to it (not like I did, BUT).

- No sleep last night due to something crawling around under my room, in my ceiling, wherever it was....D=.

- Everybody's been so down online lately. Cheer UP already, emo kids!

- Well, considering she's been gone for more than a week, I'm guessing my kitten's not coming back. Perhaps it was lucky that I didn't have time to really get attached to her...

[Useless]

HIGHS:

-Got a 100 on an Advanced Bio quiz that I neglected to study for until five minutes before the test.
-Been doing fairly well in all my classes, surprising me because I usually am crappy the first cardmarking.
-Wrote a five-page biology paper in one night, surprising since I take a long time to do stuff.

LOWS:

-The usual stuff I complain about every time.
-Brother and one of my sisters came home. Typical screaming between them, followed by their regular habits.
-My research experiment is not working, and I have to meet with the math teachers this week, too. Damn, maybe a physics class would have been easier than bio. Not chem, though, that teacher is tough...
-Once again, college apps. Don't want to submit them, but I have to before the majority starts to.
-Nothing too bad, but I'm realizing how much bigger and older-looking some freshmen seem compared to me, since I still look like an oversized kid.
-I'm losing some sleep due to school.
-Grandparents are coming back home soon, so I probably won't be able to watch the anime on Adult Swim any more, provided they do not record anything late at night either.

[wannabeeliza]

Lows:

*finding out there a hate club for my best friend
*having to be partnered with one of my mortal enemies in History and then getting yelled at by him and his friend for something that was partly there fault....(dont lie about having it saved! I even told you I needed to try again! morons)
*having my neice over for the weekend
*(for this last weekend) I forgot someone Birthday Oops...
*...Lucus.....(no nothing to really elaborate on just Lucus in general...thats he's alive if anything...)
*I'm starting to miss my brother Alex and maybe my brother Walt Jr. ...
*Ex Boyfriend felt suicidal

Highs:
*swarmed Gaia and got old topics started up again
*Sending Happy Birthday messages to everyone on SKU when that little today's events tells me too ^.^
*Painted my nails to look like Fuu's from Samuri Shamploo
*Getting to Flick off the annouying people in my History class and throwing paper wads at them (one got stuck in his hair I started to laugh my butt off)
*I got PANTS FOR GAIA ICON!! XD!!
*People like my art I made Icons
*Ex boyfriend likes a new girl and I dont have to worry anymore! XD!!

Neutral:
*My friend Nicole (we call her Nikki) Said there was a techincal term for being in love with a cartoon charcter...she's going to look it up for me ^__^

[Useless]

Pardon, want to say some new things to this thread.

HIGHS:

-FINALLLLLYYYYY!!! Yesterday, I made a new dish of bacteria, after diluting some of the cologne and deodorant that I was using as a part of the research project I keep yammering about. Today, when I took it out of incubation, I found some growth on the dish. So my project is not messed up anymore.
-Surprisingly, my meeting with the math teachers was supposed to be today, but class ended before my partner and I were called, so I'm okay.

LOWS:

-I discovered that I have road rage. Not flipping-people-off, ramming-or-cutting-lanes-or-speeding road rage, but yelling (within my own car, though) rage.
-For those interested, I have come to a few conclusions that probably everyone else knew, but I never really paid attention to until now:

*people seem to enjoy going 15+ mi/hr over the recommended limit
*teenagers are morons when driving
*rather than save gas and slowly accelerate, people prefer to punch the gas pedal, instead
*even in busy traffic, people like to cut others off

Who knows, I may just be a wuss driver, but I prefer to think that people are just being idiots.

*gets stomped flat for bitching about stuff no one cares about*

[kfttjdb]

New Info: (call it whatever you want)

- I scraped myself up off of the floor with a spatula and told myself to stay up. I leaned a few times, but so far it's working. (Yes, I talk to myself *shifts eyes*) and KuroiInu, I can't comment on that...

- Though I appreciate the outpour of sympathy and concern, the part of my personality that keeps me from having any friends (normal ones, I mean) is upset because of it. I hate feeling helpless. I know I need to just get over it. It's a flaw I'm aware of and am trying to change.

- Useless is so right about "stupid drivers". I drive 3 hours to and from work every day and I see everything he's mentioned in his new post. *groans*

- My friend (that I mentioned in my first post) won't talk to me because I told her I wouldn't help her. I hope I'm not saying anything inappropriate, but she's suicidal and I'm not going to jail. That about sums it up.

- I picked up where I left off on my fanfic. I thought for a minute there I wouldn't finish it, but writing has definitely helped my mood. (I'd say this one's a high)

[Gus]

HIGHS:

-....CLAY BALL IT IS SOOOO BADASS!!!

LOWS

-*too blinded by badassness of clay ball to think of any*

[Shadowchan]

HIGHS
-Got my letter of acceptance from U. of Findlay!! I mean, I already knew I was accepted (talked to the admission person), but the letter is cooler... Findlay is my 1st choice for college, btw... (I'm gonna be a vet!)
-I actually almost-sort-of understand AP Calc!
-I have now completed one earring for my Hao cosplay.

LOWS
-Hamster bit me o_<
-Gotta figure out someway to pay for college tuition...

QUOTE:

Okay, this is from my bootlegged Mankin DVDs... It's while Ren is fighting Tao En...

Ren: GOLDEN CHINA LAP DANCE!