Highs and Lows of the Week: (10-23-05)

[Lovely]

I can't think of an intro to this thread all. I tried writing a observation about "a life" but... meh .

Highs
* Gehtto Cos Play XD ! (For those who haven't seen the thread, it's in the "Fan Misc" section .)

* Jury Duty turned out to be an interesting experience. The lawyers really DO call out "objection!" during court. And the other Jurors were really nice. I had almost forgotten there was genuanly nice people in this world....

* The group chat testing. Sure, it made us all deaf, but just the scientific process of it all was fun.
.... y'know... maybe my brain is a touch bored ^^;....

* The book of "The Count of Monte Cristo" is so frikin' awesome ^^ ! I was actually surprised by this. (My last experience with a classic French novel was Le Miserable *shudders*.



Lows
* I've told the story to my family dozens of times, so I'm not going into the specifics here but...

*** My co-workers once again, they like to do and/or say things that PISS ME OFF every week. This week's trangression REALLY ticked me off.
Basically, without my permission, they threw away a neatly arranged pile of papers that I had NEATLY on my desk. They did this while I was gone for half a day at Jury duty.
This pile included within it's depth's some sheets that I had drawn some character designs on. CHARACTER DESIGNS. Some characters that I had only recently created and that I have NO other pictures of >_< .
MY desk is NEAT. Neater than all the other desks, and yet they persisit in treating me like less of a person and as a child by "cleaning" it all the time.
The papers weren't in any of the trashes I could see by the way. I'm suspecting they shredded them. **** Oh, ok... So I did go into it ^^; . Oh, and in case anyone is wondering I didn't say anything because... well... my reputation on some message boards as EVIL isn't for nothing. Once I start, I have troubles keeping my temper in check....

That's pretty much it for my lows. But because this is the sort of thing that goes on EVERY WEEK, I'm really getting run-down.
Heck. Unlike most, I RARELY discuss my problems online, the fact that I'm even saying something in this kind of ignored thread is saying a lot...
Eh, don't listen to me all ....



Neutrals
These are fun, but not necissarily "highs" .
* My RL Sister (6 years older then me) recently called my phone and left a message. "I've read your e-mail."
My response: 0_o .

Why didn't she just e-mail me a reply XD ?

* My RL sister visited the board last week (didn't join or post though.) And she read some of my angsting in the last "High's and Lows thread." She didn't read anything new on my part though, I pretty much tell her a lot of my angst anyways ^^; . (If she's reading this now... Sorry sis!) I'm hoping she'll post on the board just oncee, simply because I think that would be funny and I'm easily amused.
Of course, she's not an anime fan, so there really isn't a lot here to interest her.

* My sister did not realise how spoiler tags worked. So... in order to read, she just got reeeeeaaaaally close to her monitor and strained her eyes XD .

*Uh... apparently a huricane is a-comin'. Hopefully it doesn't hit my area of Florida but... You never know.

[KuroiInu]

Some are repeats from the last week, but...

Highs:

-Saw some Bo-bo-bo... awww, there's seven "bo's," but where are the spaces?!?! Awesome, actually, because it made no sense whatsoever. XD Nothing like nose-hair to solve depression... ^^'

-Novelized Fullmetal Alchemist. (That I didn't have to pay for!!!) Pretty good, and Russell and Fletcher get some extra character development...

Lows:

1-One of my friends is kind of furious with everyone because we didn't comment on her depressed and heartbroken Gaia journal post. Okay, more than furious- she ended her rant with "I have no friends!" But, the thing is, I didn't comment not because I didn't care, but because I did care. I was kind of having an awkward day, just saying some really stupid things wihtout thinking about them... and I didn't want to do the same thing to her. I was just afraid of saying something stupid and making matters worse. I don't know about the others though. I mean, it was a very awkward thing to comment on, and I wasn't having a very good "Comforting people" day... Anyone understand what I mean???

2-School.

3-Said something incredibly stupid to one of my other friends, which consisted of calling him a jerk because he ignores all of his friends now that he has a girlfriend. He forgave me, but still... I need to learn to keep my mouth shut.

4-The reasoning for the above things... You see, I'm the type of person that holds almost everything I'm feeling in, and lately I've been really worn out by it all. I feel sometimes like I can barely stand up. So naturally, when I reach a breaking point and have to let out something, it's the one thing I least wanted known.

5-In light of all of the above issues, I've realized that I have some serious issues with talking to people. I have several people that confide in me with things that they don't really want known, but need to talk about... but I hardly ever mention my problems to people, especially those I know personally. The few times I do, it's a rant like this on SKU, or else dumping everything on poor Usagi-chan.

6-I got called 'cold', 'emotionless' and 'blank' by the friend from Low 3. He said I was very hard to read into feeling-wise. On the plus side, if that's how people see me, I guess my whole act is pretty successful... Afterall, that's usually what I try to be.

-Someone made an attempt on yet -another- friend's life with a highlighter... O___o

[Throes]

Highs:

- New Fullmetal Alchemist novel, and the artbook are supposed to be released a week from Tuesday! YAY! I'm totally getting them where they are available

- Only 2 and a half days of school this week due to a Teachers Con.

- Going to see "Charlie and the Chocolate Factory" tonight! Can't wait!

Lows:

- One of my freinds got into a fight and got hurt. They did it to try and protect me too. But I don't feel too bad, because the kid who picked the fight is excessively agressive, and has trouble controlling his anger. It's the 4th time this year (that's school year, barely even two months) that he's gotten into a fight. Also, he's attempted to wreck an air compressor in the metals room. I'm surprised he hasn't been kicked out yet!

- Copy protected VHS tapes suck, I was trying to turn all of my tapes into digital media by putting them on the computer...

[s91/S-chan/DoomStick]

highs~!
~Got to wear a mini skirt to school Tuesday and no one said anything (well until I was leaving crazy science teacher said not to wear frilly skirt back to school) XD
~^^ 3 pics of me and one COULD end up in the year book~!
~Guys in my school were wearing coconut bras and grass skirts and what not over their clothes for Hawaii day at my school XD
~Finnaily got to go to a football game and had a total blast.

~My grades so far
Math C (my brother is in the same class and he's making an F o-o)
English B leik WOAH o_o with that over zealous perfectionist of a teacher *amazed*
Chorus A... durh :P *ownz it*
DX I have to wait for Science grade (which I think will be an F or D) Comp grade... and Global studies which might be B or C (I'm hoping still a B because Katie's was and she made the same thing I did on the exam.) XD we had the same grade hers was just like .2 higher than mine XD

~ Had a pep ralley at school... it was crazy XD. (09 like almost no school spirit at all XDD my age group sucks XDD *shot*)
~ Voice chat last night *dies* XD
~ :D Furu called meh~!
~ WTF 4kids.tv/forum/showthread.php?t=84873&page=2 I haven't posted there in a long time and they censor the name Al-Kahn out of my post *dies laughing*
~!!!Doug (friend of the family) called... I THINK he's gonna came back up here~~!!
~I get Monday off from school :D 3 day weekend~!


Lows
~Cat might die D=
~Global studies teacher and he homework @_@
~I'm sick D: ... again -.-;...
~Lost homecomming game 33 to 6 XD yeah we suck XDD

quotes
... XD crap first one is a LITTLE too provocative for me to post here XD
Just know teenage boys have enough imagination to do some crazy crap with old flag poles that have been pulled out of the ground and tipped over.
And
~ Furu's mom: goodnight Sarah I love you too

XD I'm really sure why that amuses me either :D

[Keyblade]

Highs:
- Bought Tales of Symphonia. =D It's awesome~

- Also bought LoZ: Wind Waker. =D It was on sale~

- Just noticed I won a contest (3rd place! =D) that at first I thought someone else got first place but it turns out they changed it... o.o

- I was complimented on my character designs. ^-^

- French class= AWESOME. <3

- I'm maintaining a B in Algebra 1! *Weak smile* And the semester is almost over.

- ... Butterscoth Krimpets. =3

Lows:
- Algebra me no likey... Xo

- My friend is over obsessing over Gackt. >.< It's driving me INSANE!

-Yu-Gi-Oh GX. D=

- I'm too lazy to scan pictures. D=

[Lobsterdeth]

Highs:

-What?

Lows:

-I'm like, super duper bored. :<

[kfttjdb]

While reading the thread I noticed a few things:
- Yes, yes The Count of Monte Cristo is a very good book. And I don't get why people would be rummaging through Lovely's personal desk space unless it was ordered by the court.

- I know what it's like, KuroiInu, to not be able to communicate one's feelings in a way that people understand. Basically whatever is said results in people hating you. Silence only helps when the person who is in pain understands that it's the way you communicate. But I've digressed.

- I still haven't seen Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. I've heard it's a very good movie.

- Boredom completely sucks. It's more torture than being too busy.

Did you notice how I've diverted the attention away from my highs and lows? Here we go *sigh*:

I have no Highs for this week yet, but it's still early so I'm optimistic.

LOW:
*
I've vented in my journal about her. I've created a stupid thread about her. She won't go away. I'm beginning to feel defeated. We've had some email correspondence after a violent encounter and I'm frustrated. She won't accept it. It's like she's sitting in the middle of my floor with her arms crossed saying, "I'm not leaving, so get used to it." I don't think she realizes how much it hurts every time we're in the same room or I hear her voice.*
Oh yeah, vomited 4 times this weekend thanks to that whole thing. Yeah. Nice. I'm not physically sick anymore, but the rest of me still feels like roadkill...

[Drave]

Highs:
- I think I'm going to be a pirate for Halloween >3.
- I found this adorable blazer whilst shopping for the costume, and this even more comfy and excellent sweater at Aeropostale for cheap.

Neutral:
- I don't really consider this a low, more of an in-between.....but I've been questioning my sexuality as of late. I'm not sure if it's a stage, a hormonal thing, or a subject I've been avoiding for too long, but I...just wish I had someone to talk to about it. My parents are caring and would support me no matter what lifestyle choices I make, but I still feel uneasy about it in general. It's really starting to sting the nerves, so to speak. The fact that some of my friends are complete homophobes doesn't help. What I want is closure, really. It gets me in a bad mood for my friends to think that all homosexuals choose to feel the way they do. I don't. Bisexuality -is- real, but I don't want it. I mean, I don't really care about relationships in general......I'm just a confusing person, and this issue adds on to the equation X3. I don't care THAT much about it to let my bicuriousity ruin my mood, but it is something I wouldn't mind finding out more on...

[Useless]

HIGHS:

-Our computer was fixed and is running again.
-Despite fanning over it for a while, I finally saw Evangelion for the first time on Adult Swim. Pretty good, and I have to admit, while Gendo can be an uncaring bastard to his son, he looks pretty damn cool. Strangely, I always thought of Misato as an older woman, so hearing her acting like a teenager was interesting....
-The Greed avatar from Drave. Once again, thanks!!

LOWS:

-The seniors at school are bitching about prom. The problem was that apparently, our class council voted on a place in Detroit to hold it, but the parents were never informed until recently. Since everyone has a bad view of Detroit, parents don't want their kids in there, kids want to go, yadda yadda yadda. Frankly, I do not care much about this, as I probably will not go, since I'm pretty much a loner or a loser or shy, depending what you think.
-I have to pay now if I want to download from DirectManga or whatever the new name is. And because I'm only a teenager and cheap, so long One Piece, FMA, Shaman King, and everything else...
-I didn't want to do it, but I have to BS some things in my research now, since our plates did not grow so well.
-Apparently, our school district is passing a regulation that says no one can dress up on Halloween. There goes my opportunity to dress like Death and chase freshmen with a giant plastic scythe....

NEUTRAL:

-On my drive to one of my schools Monday morning, the gas pedal would not depress very easily, so I could not accelerate. I stupidly thought the gas tank froze up at first, but it was not until I stopped at the light and shuffled the mat that I realized that the mat was jamming the pedal. So yeah, a moment of idiocy....

[kfttjdb]

No addition to my list, but I do have a quote:


A Family Friend: So what are you doing?

Me: What are you talking about?

Family Friend: You're just never gonna get married are you?

Me: ...

Family Friend: Yeah, you're so weird. I don't get why you won't just admit it.

Me: What are you talking about?

Family Friend: It just don't make no sense for you to act the way you do. Yeah. I can see it.

Me:...

Family Friend: Don't look at me like that, you know I'm right.

Me: What are you talking about?

[Gus]

HIGHS-

-*yawns* uhm...
-new sig. ^_^ thenksya, drave~!

LOWS-

-I've been, really tired all week... x-x

[resurie]

Highs

+ I HAVE NO HIGHS. Dx

Lows

- PRE-CALCULUS IS THE SPAWN OF THE DEVIL. IT SHOULD BE ABOLISHED. >O I fear for my life when I reach Calculus in 12th grade. Dx And apparently, there's an AP Calculus, it's only for the suicidal kids though. *shot*
- I have to get braces... ;;

*dies*

[Dan]

HIGHS
-Gus' secret admirer thread made me laugh
-Im watching a kickass new anime called Black cat

LOWS
-AS aired evangelions dub, the voices are extremly bad.
-Algebra sucks so much

[Ankari]

Highs:
-I got my 10 naruto posters

Lows:
-I jammed my finger in basketball
-my favorite sight stopped working for me
-my favotite sweater has a hole in the wrist, and I cant sew so I can't fix it.
-Im failing english and french, so Kiichigo may not be able to come up this new years.

[KuroiInu]

Lows:
-I'm quite sick...

Highs:
-The Gus' secret admirer thread. Man, I needed that laugh...